IT’S BEEN OVER TWO MONTHS!

Dear Wonderful Bloggers,

It’s good to be back. My summer has started, which will hopefully give me more time for blogging. It was a wild semester…Those last two weeks nearly killed me. It all started around April 23, my 21st birthday hit on the 25th (which I wasn’t able to properly celebrate), and then everything finally wrapped up in the first week of May (May 5, to be exact). Then there was graduation, and moving out, and then moving in…Woo! I finally got all settled last week, in my new home, where I am living with a few friends, four dogs, and chickens!

Now I am hanging out in Greensboro for another month, taking summer classes. While I am here, I am really trying to process everything from those final art critiques those couple of weeks ago. Most of what I am trying to process is from my painting professor (and adviser) who I greatly respect and admire. I only took 2 credits to paint on my own this semester, so I don’t feel like I got too much accomplished, but I am also not extremely disappointed. What I am mainly concerned about at this point is if I am on the right “path” in my paintings. Clearly, I took a very dramatic turn while I was in France from pretty realistic portraiture-based painting to something that is leaning towards abstraction, or something that wants to be abstraction. The first thing that my painting professor said to me when we sat down for my final critique, in front of all my latest paintings is, “Zoe, don’t take this the wrong way, but you have not convinced me that you are an abstract painter.” She left this open to the assumption that I have not convinced her yet, and that basically, I have to try harder to get her attention. More than that, I have to really study abstraction a lot more before I can call myself an abstract painter. A good example would be studying color theory, which I actually don’t have much experience doing, at least since high school.

The most I can actually show right now is from my etchings, which all turned out pretty well. One of Adele’s comments was that I should master contrast and depth in my paintings the way I mastered them in my drawings and etchings this semester. It’s so much simpler when it’s just black and white! Nonetheless, I really did enjoy etching a lot more than I thought I would, and I think my drawing abilities have GREATLY improved. So, here are some of my etchings!

My first aquatint with etching! Woo!!

Soft ground and etching, wooo!

Then, I tried a figure in dry point. Dry point was not my favorite…

(Sorry the photo is a little crooked)

Last is my final, which is a combination of aquatint, soft ground, and etching.

There they are. I hope you all enjoy them. Next, my paintings…

I had posted this one a couple months ago, as a work in progress, but this is how it looked when I finished.

This one is kind of my baby…It’s much larger than my other recent paintings, and I basically poured my heart and soul into it. I realize that it got “muddy” towards the end, but I think some of the palette is really exciting–probably more exciting than any other palette I’ve ever used. You might also notice more experimentation in brushwork, which I am definitely still mastering. I also need to still work on the placement of the forms, and their sense of depth.

OK, that’s all for now! I will write more soon. I promise!

A Tout,

Zoe


Some Old And Some New

Dear Bloggers,

Spring break is coming to an end far too soon. I only have two days left, and there is still so much to do! It’s possible that I need to slow down and actually relax during the remainder of my break. I’ve been cooking, cleaning, organizing, biking, running, and today I spent a lot of time researching! This evening, after my lame attempts of making lamb kabobs (a near disaster!), I compiled a bunch of images that inspire my artwork. These are a few artists who I should constantly be thinking about, as I take my abstract paintings to new heights. I went to the Smith College Museum of Art today, and I rediscovered my love for Joan Mitchell, Willem de Kooning, Helen Frankenthaler, and I discovered a couple of new ones as well. I will post them for you here, and I hope you enjoy them as much as I do.

Willem de Kooning:

There is a painting by de Kooning at Smith College that was painted by 1968, but since I couldn’t find an image of it, I found a couple of other paintings from 1968. I love what’s happening with his pallet during this period.

I can’t believe this is a de Kooning! I wish I could see this in person because the texture on this canvas is clearly outstanding.

Helen Frankenthaler:

Again, I just found some images online that I love, but I did not find the Frankenthaler from Smith College to post here. Still, I love her paintings, and I need to pay closer attention to her movement of paint on the canvas (with acrylics!!!???).

Jiha Moon:

I know that I’ve seen some of these paintings before, but I was reminded of how AWESOME they are today at Smith. I usually don’t like paint that’s so graphic, but damn, Jiha Moon knows how to work a landscape. And damn, those colors. DAMN.

This is absolutely gorgeous.

Last, but definitely not least, Joan Mitchell:

So, I did not realize until today that Joan Mitchell is Smith College alumni. There is a wonderful untitled painting of hers from 1960 in their collection, but since I can’t track down the image, I posted another exhibition image that I found. These paintings were also done around 1960. I must emphasize that there is not much of a point in posting a Joan Mitchell painting online–because in order to really experience it and appreciate it, one should see it in person. I think this is basically how I feel about most Abstract Expressionists (Rothko, Pollock, De Kooning…).

OK, I’m sure there will be more to come. These are the ones that were fresh in my mind. I’m off to bed.

Bon Nuit!

Zoe


Pictures Continued

Hello All,

Another day filled with bicycling, eating, and relaxing. My brain is starting to feel scattered, and I am starting to lose focus. I guess this is to be expected on spring break. Oh well, I am going to post the rest of my photos now, and I will return when I have more thoughts on my painting.

I posted these in a gallery, since it’s a bit easier than doing it one-at-a-time, and you can blow them up. I have some photos of a snow storm at Guilford, and then there are some photos taken in the Guilford meadows, post-winter, as the sun is starting to shine. The last three photos are taken by Emily. Nice skills, Emily!


Pictures From the Semester (Spring is Coming!)

Greetings From Massachusetts,

I am currently sitting at home right now, at my mother’s desk, bored after spending a wonderful day at home. And what do I do when I’m bored? I blog. Just kidding–I really want to make more time for blogging, and this spring break is a perfect time to get a head start.

I finished two paintings! Woo! I sadly did not document them again before I left for home, but they will be posted up here once I get back to North Carolina. I am currently planning a third painting. It is hopefully going to be LARGE. It will also be meaty, drippy, and slimy. This week is busy, busy, busy. I must plan, research, and plan some more for this painting. I also have to plan out my life. Oh yeah, and I have to make time for dubious amounts of relaxation. (I am on my third movie, and I probably will have seen at least 7 by the end of break).

All jokes aside, I am trying to be productive. I am hopefully going to the Smith College Art Museum tomorrow. Although I won’t be able to see to many contemporaries there, I want to keep a couple of artists in mind while I plan for my next painting:

1. Eva Hesse

2. Louise Bourgeois

3. James Ensor–He doesn’t relate that much, but I just love his paintings so. He’s on the top of my list right now. By my “list,” I mean the list of people who are dead, but who I would love to meet/date.

DAMN, I WANT TO PAINT LIKE THIS.

Anywho, the real purpose of this post is to talk about my photos. I’ve been taking a few random photos, here and there, throughout my semester at Guilford. I will share some with you, right now, and then post the rest on my Facebook. Enjoy!

From a hike that I took with the Outdoors Club in January

Mountains!

Everything’s better when shot upside-down.

It was such a perfect day.

Alas, I am not going to finish this post at the moment. I am tired, but I will most likely finish in the morning.

BON NUIT!

Zoe


I’M BLOGGING AGAIN

Good Evening My Wonderful Bloggers,

I’ve been meaning to make this post for a couple of weeks now. My life has been a roller coaster of excitement since I’ve been back in the states! I had quite honestly forgotten what the “college lifestyle” was like. There’s been a lot of adjusting, but it’s all been relatively healthy.

No, I don’t have my own studio anymore. No, I don’t have weekly professional models anymore. No I don’t have a ridiculously awesome French film class anymore. And no, I do not have my choice of hundreds of varieties of cheeses anymore. But here’s what I do have:

1. More than 15 people to talk to (including non-artists, which can be very beneficial!)

2. A WONDERFUL, supportive painting professor (although I do miss Jay, boo hoooo)

3. ETCHING. I have started to etch in the hands of Mr. Roy Nydorf, and I have recently started to REALLY like it. Look further, and you can see a couple of my etches!

4. The opportunity to study literature with the amazing Jeff Jeske. He has stolen more heart, and he has made me proud to be an English minor. He has also made me more excited about writing than I’ve been in a long time. When I returned to school, I never imagined that I would be writing a 7 page paper on the Biblical symbolism in The Wizard of Oz (Dorothy as an androgynous Adam, and her quest towards enlightenment!), but gosh, I’m glad I did.

5. RUGBY. It’s nice to feel like a bad-ass again.

So that’s how my semester has been so far, in a nutshell. Sure, there have been some ups and downs, some time management problems, but I am still making a little time for myself, and for painting. I took on 2 credits to paint independently this semester. Sometimes I wish I was still in France, and that I had all the time in the world to paint…But alas, I am back in the real world. And my paintings are still progressing–although slowly, I am awfully excited about where they are going.

So, here is the first “study” that I did. I am going to go back into it, probably this week. It’s fatty, and it’s inspired by my belly painting, if you look back a few entries.

Now, here is my passion project:

This is where it started.

And this is where it is now!

I don’t think it is finished, but I’m taking a little break from it. I will talk more about my paintings later.

Below is my first EVER etching. Yes, I made rolls of fat. I like it…but it could have been better.

(Sorry about the poor photography)

Here is my latest assignment, the “found plate” project. Basically, we were told to find an old plate, and to recreate it by scraping away 75% . I have been really interested in skeletons lately, but I have no idea why I made this etching so scary. I didn’t mean to–I swear. This is what I get for watching too many horror films. (i.e. Look back to  last semester’s photo series when I made myself into a woods monster…)

This is what I started with.

And this is what I made! SO SCARY! I don’t want to look at it any more. *Shudder*

OK, that’s all for now. Next week, I will have my paintings finished to present at the Guilford Undergraduate Symposium. It sounds intimidating, right?

I will write back soon. I hope.

A Bientot.

Zoe


More Paintings! (PART DEUX)

Here are some of my other fleshy paintings from my Figure class with Jay Stuckey. Enjoy!

I realize that I had never posted this painting, which is absolutely ridiculous! This is my “belly painting” that basically inspired the rest of my flesh paintings for the rest of the semester.

I’m not sure if I ever posted the final version of this painting, but even if I did, I’m sure this documented version is better.

The last two paintings also go along with my “final project.” There were two similar paintings that I also posted from my landscape class, and these four all relate to my most recent photo project and video project that I referenced so much in the last few posts. The last two paintings here definitely could be worked on. I don’t really consider them finished, but there was only so much I could accomplish in that short period of time (the last 2 and a half weeks before our final show).

I posted all of the pictures I took from our gallery and our open studio on my Facebook (there’s a link to my facebook page on the right), if anyone’s interested. There are also plenty of photos that I never posted on my blog from Paris, and some photos from our trip to CARNAC.

I’ll post a few pictures from Carnac, so you know what I mean:

Yeah, there are some ocean pictures in there too. Mmm, ocean. How I love thee.

Blog Ya Later,

Zoe


Paintings From the Semester- Part One

Hey Everyone,

Long time, no blog. It’s been a while, but I really want to continue blogging. I am currently on my break, and I will be for another 3 weeks. I probably won’t have much news to report while I am still at home, but I hope to start making artwork as soon as I get back to school.

Anyway, now that I am home, I have had time to organize myself a little more, and I have all of my documented work from France on my computer. Therefore, I feel the need to post some proper images on the internet! So…here are some that I have not yet show, first from my LANDSCAPE class with Jay Stuckey.

I still have the first two paintings–I brought them back to Massachusetts with me. The River is the painting that I hung in the final art show, and after it was in the gallery for the weekend, it consequently found itself a new home in the restaurant of a woman who truly loves it. So if you want to see this painting, go to La Campagna, a restaurant in Pont-Aven, France!


Isabelle Waternaux and her “Visual Pleasure”

A few weeks ago, I mentioned the photographers Nan Goldin and Isabelle Waternaux, both who I saw at the Pompidou in Paris. To catch up a little on my blogging (sorry Barry…), and to continue my thoughts on my recent photography project (and video), I want to talk a little more in depth about the two artists, especially Waternaux, who directly influenced my final projects.

Something that I admired in Nan Goldin’s photographs when I saw them in their slide-show format at the Pompidou was their attention to realism. It is a type of realism that was incredibly difficult to document in artwork–as well as in the cinema. What I mean is that the photographs seemed surprisingly natural. There was some recognition about the photographer being there in the room, but Goldin had successfully made her subjects comfortable enough that they seemed to go about their daily lives. As I said before, there is an attentiveness in every photograph that reveals how Goldin works. Her approach is to use her friends and to study them. Why study them? Because she already has a connection with these people, and with this connection, she can dig much deeper into their lives than she could with any stranger.

This ties in to my own “love of looking,” as I mentioned in my last post, and how this connects to the objectification of the female in cinema. Goldin objectifies her subjects to some extent, but she does not make them into objects of sexual desire. She does, however, photograph their sex lives. When I see these intimate photographs, I become fixated, but surprisingly, not because of their sexual context. What Goldin did so successfully was that she gave us information. She told a story, and she gave each person/character a very important role. Thus, when we watch her characters make love, we are swept into the stories, but we are not driven by our sexual impulses.

As I talked about in my last post, Laura Mulvey does a great job of differentiating our different impulses–and in this case, I would categorize my fascination in Goldin’s work as “constitution of the ego.” I am, once again, jumping into another life, and playing out my ideal fantasies.

I could have done a photography project like Goldin’s, but my art was already heading more in the direction of Waternaux’s. My art work was starting to abstract the human form, but I wasn’t quite sure why. I knew that I was fascinated with this idea of “looking,” and I was beginning to realize that this translated directly into photography and video. So as I looked more carefully at Isabelle Waternaux’s photographs, I started to feel connected to her, and her eye for the human form. She does not only document the female form, but she does photograph nudes in a very different way. For one, she often doesn’t use the model’s face–or she at least disconnects the body from the face by putting them in separate photographs. The photographs of just the body are the ones that interest me the most. She gives us detailed shots of movement: of lines in the skin, and of tension in the muscles. We are not given any narrative, unlike Goldin’s photographs. It is clear in several of Waternaux photos that these are studies, or explorations. At least, that’s how I interpreted them.

So as you can probably tell, I’ve taken a lot of ideas from Waternaux. Now that I revisit her work, I realize that I might have been even more successful if I completely removed the setting. Instead of having my model set on a bed, maybe I should have just documented her movements on the floor. On the other hand, this is where Goldin’s influence once again ties in–My desire to capture truth and realism still shines through, since I want to capture realistic movement from a female. I wanted her to be completely relaxed. Maybe a professional model, like the ones Waternaux used, would have been more relaxed, but even this isn’t completely natural. I was happy with the results I got from using a friend, and not a model. In this way, I can also relate to Goldin’s approach, since I felt like I was getting to know a different side of my friend while I documented her.

Waternaux, overall, was my greatest influence, because of her studies of the human form. Here is her website, so you guys can see for yourself:

http://www.isabellewaternaux.com/

Look specifically at her photos titled “Correspondences” and “MW.”

Talk to you soon!

Zoe


I’ve Got a Rumbly in my Tumbly

The title of this post is only referencing my current state of hunger. That is not what I am here to talk about. I wanted to wrap up some of my thoughts on Laura Mulvey’s essay, since I just wrote a paper that related the essay to my video project. I made the video I just made for French Film and Narrative Strategies, but it REALLY relates to everything I’ve been doing: photography and painting. It is about my exploration of the body, and the questions I have about my “love of looking.” So here are some quotes from my paper:

“As I watched women in movies, I was made uncomfortable by their sex appeal, but at the same time, I wanted to be them. I studied them, how they hypnotized men, and how they used their bodies to gain power.”

I continue to relate this to different essays. The first is Linda Williams’ “Film Body: An Implantation of Perversions.” Williams discusses in detail early film maker Eadweard Muybridge who documented the human form to study movement. In his films, he categorized people by men, women, and children, and when doing this, he projected his preconceived ideas about femininity.

“Even more erotic was the frequent footage of a woman covering and uncovering her body. Showing a woman in bed created a narrative reason for her to cover her nudity…As William states, since we at one point see the garments on the woman, this “only calls attention to her nudity all the more.””

” My goal in investigating the female form was to erase certain connotations we have, and to ignore the stereotypes that have been placed on women in film.”

I continue to relate this to the public’s love of realism, and then narcissism:

This “realism” is simply an illusion for people who desire a body different from their own. Is it our wish to dream an “imaginary” life, or is this just another form of narcissism, as we desire to relate every human form and its surroundings to our own?”

I then tie in Laura Mulvey and her argument of the “constitution of the ego.”

“She explains that we invent ideals for ourselves as a child when we look at our own image in the mirror for the first time. We imagine our mirror image “to be more complete, more perfect than [we] experience in [our] own body… Stars in films provide an outlet for our fantasies, and they “impersonate the ordinary.””

I go on to talk about our sexual instincts that are played out while we watch film (which Mulvey talks about), and then I explain more about my project:

“I hoped that by removing her identity (by never filming her face, and by never creating a clear setting) that I could separate her from any erotic context. I hoped to capture a more truthful realism. I didn’t direct her movements, and I let her body move as it naturally would.”

“As I filmed, I became fixated by her sensuality, and when editing the footage together, I chose images that best explored her female form.”

I am very happy with the way my video turned out. It is not completely similar to my photography project, since we witness her body moving on film, (This create more sensuality) and the form wasn’t abstracted quite as much as it was in the photos. Thus, it was impossible to completely erase sexual connotations with the form. It’s better this way, since we really get a sense of her femininity in the film, but at the same time, she doesn’t feel exploited.

My photos are different, since they do move more into abstraction, and they start to give the body a completely different meaning. Hmmmm….

That’s all for now. I’m tired, and I’m still hungry!

Bon Nuit,

Zoe


Feast Your Eyes On This…

Good Evening Blogosphere,

I have to apologize profusely for not blogging all week. If it is any excuse, I haven’t been doing anything but eating, working, and sleeping (a little) all week. I finished my photography project today, but I am not completely satisfied with the printing job. Don’t get me wrong–some of them turned out great. The problem with the printer is that when my photos have unnatural lighting, everything is printed much more saturated. So…I altered them a lot in photo shop. But I still think I could push the colors more in the printed versions. If I do fix these later, I will post them next week, since I have 4 final projects due in the next three days (kill me now). Here are the JPEG forms, but the colors have been altered for the printer, so these ARE NOT how they look in printed form.

Not bad, right? It’s hard for me to really articulate what my intentions are, but I’ll give it a shot:

With influence from both my figure drawing class this semester and my class on French films and narrative, my intention has been to explore the human form, and to think more about my “pleasure of looking.” I read Laura Mulvey’s essay from ‘Visual Pleasure and Narrative Cinema,’ (thanks Barry!) and a lot of her ideas about “formative obsessions” relate to how I watch the human form. In other words, I am trying to translate my “love for looking” into all of my artwork: my paintings, photos, and a video. I watched two women: one woman who I watched for several nights. They both allowed me to study just their form (face and personality completely detached), and I recorded what I saw with photographs and video footage. In these photos, I explored their forms, I studied the relationship between each body part, and I removed any context of their character. It is clear that these are human forms, but I wanted to removed certain connotations we have with the body and sexuality. What is left is just the body. Flesh, muscle, form. I will explain more later when I have the time–I definitely want to discuss more about Laura Mulvey’s essay, which I found incredibly interesting. I will also probably have more to say once I have finished my video, and written the paper on the video (both due Friday). Wish me luck!

Bon Nuit,
Zoe


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